FUNKY PEN

Life has passed me by...... For 24 years, I have cribbed and cried My heart has dried. Foes have emptied their arsenal on me Friends have sent me bouquets of betrayal. My address is but a skeleton of woe, I have an onerous burden to tow. Links have been shed; of once prized chains, My loved ones have pinced me with daggers of pain. Capital murder and crimes of sin I have committed on my kin; I lay quiet for my blood to spill The lion inside awaits its kill. You played with my feeling like a toy, I’m not a child to be held coy. The apple of evil has split, hence recoil..... My destiny has un-named future toil. Blinded and succulent with lust and turmoil, The cheery of desire stirs death to a boil.

Life has passed me by...... For 24 years, I have cribbed and cried My heart has dried. Foes have emptied their arsenal on me Friends have sent me bouquets of betrayal. My address is but a skeleton of woe, I have an onerous burden to tow. Links have been shed; of once prized chains, My loved ones have pinced me with daggers of pain. Capital murder and crimes of sin I have committed on my kin; I lay quiet for my blood to spill The lion inside awaits its kill. You played with my feeling like a toy, I’m not a child to be held coy. The apple of evil has split, hence recoil..... My destiny has un-named future toil. Blinded and succulent with lust and turmoil, The cheery of desire stirs death to a boil.

When you light the candles on your cake... May all your stresses take wings and fly, May all your cares flit and die, Let the flame of joy be left behind. ALONE--Which not lights your day; your night it lights It lights your spirit; it lights your life That Jesus carries on this earth,the flame of light... to hope givebirth....

My Diwali needs no fire No sparkles no diyas... No forest flies to shine, no candles to burn bright.... It needs a wish from you to walk my way to light .... When villages twinkle with joy... in the passing train journey I wonder what makes them smile ? And i know joy is the key When cities dull and grey leave me lonely and selfish I wonder wherein lies the ecstacy ? When the great ten headed god Ravan burns in flesh and blood I wonder is he burning in me ? I need no crackers to burst... just my ego to die I need no force of god just my resolve to move by... I need your sweetness and your warmth I need to celebrate diwali in me.

Whats wrong if you see things our way .... Whats wrong with a little consideration .... Whats wrong if you and i .... love each other a bit more... Match boxes.......firfelies in the forest..... can you spark me offf ?? chocolates..... sweetnesses filled in... can you melt for me ?? loveletters....eras forelone....can you pen me a few lines ?? flowers....blossomming.....can you hold me coy?? And if you can't..... shall I wait for you to be free..... or shall I free myself ??............... And if you can't let me know..... I will never speak again................your roses...bloody...have left me with thorns.....

Have you found the one you are looking for ? I haven't ... how could you ? Patience will wither... the worlds will storm against us .... New flimsy relations will be made The weak ones will wither away ... I still havent found you.... how could you ?? We still breathe each other.... we stiil congratulate our married peers.... We still count our mutual blessings..... We still ask each other to be married ....... I still haven't found you.... how could you ?? I still love your patience... you still want my advice... You still call me to tell me your sweet lil nothings You call me your girlfriend.... You still say you don't love me ... I still havent found you.... how could you ?? Why can't we find each other .... why are we so difficult ... gods gift to each other... so flawlessly wrapped we can't see each other inside....

How can these words pull me like your silken threads....? How can your fire.... douse me? How can your pulse weaken mine......? How can you be so awake to my thoughts...? When they shroud me in mystery................... When will you dawn upon me ... with your brilliance and your desire? Like that moment in history, when god gave me the freedom to love and to belong.... I want spring to settle down and autumn to linger on.... When will you conquer the empyrean; stretching across like a single ray of gold....? When will you bring me the gift of your soul.....? When will I reach the pinnacle of my love... or recognize it’s very being..... My infatuation must end.....my desire must be gone.... my love forelon....

Love the chemistry between Rawal and Bachchan Loved the symbolic umbrella( symbolic of come on man !) Loved YOU know who's teeth .. he could do happy dent ! Loved Rawal's Biscuit eating,advice full and Concern -less friends Loved Sexy, her bald pate and her maturity beyond years, a sweet short and useful life! Loved tabu's black suit... for well obvious reasons Loved Bachhan's WANNABE pony tail Loved his mom's obsession with the GYM.. mine too has the same problem Loved Bacchan's disappointment at not being laid in London Loved the wish fulfilling tower.. will go to kutub soon !!

Relationships ..... jealously...when you love someone Eye his very move his very action numbs you his every expression invokes fear You doubt him, till he breaks free, from your shackles ..! love ends love ..... and you still remain where you were....jealous ..... No longer possessing the object of your jealously your possession.... Which has stranded you,on a desert island, after hailing a ship to salvation..... Still no white flags... only jealously ... just jealously... which destroys your very being... No one in your life... and yet no peace... have you experienced such jealously ? Better to move on... I am sill trying....

my crayons.. different shades of life my water paints ... memories fade... if you want them to. my paint brush ... you make your life... not vice versa my bicycle .... be careful on turns my frequent falls... more to come my ice creams.... in summers,cool off my merry-go- round...life comes full circle my swing... await your turn my chocolate...something sweet always finishes fast my stencil...be accurate,words do not come back my eraser...you're too young, not to make mistakes my lunch box...respect, what your parents give you my uniform... respect everyone my marks.. they don't matter my Monday tests...after every weekend ,comes the challenge, that sweetens Friday my grandparents ... nothing stays forever, so value what you have life... taught me young..

new is my love .. every moment afresh like a diamond ... a stunning tiara .. a fresh drop of crystal dew moments like these are very few How do i catch you, my butterfly You fly away so soon I can't pin you down.. your wings will break When do you feel sustained I feel a weakness ... those moments on.. refresh those moments gone .... My guise is so far away Your shadows hardly stray .. Your footsteps sound me down .. Why do they weigh upon me Light are your memories .. frothy is your charm Never do you loose your calm Break me down .. you do ... Release my soul .. Let it sing it's song... All night long .. All light long ...

never say die .... life gives you a second chance as soon as the first one goes by ... time to move on ... time for love to break free.. when will you meet your true soul .... when will be you be whole... when will you be true desire ... when will you burn my pyre .. I wait for you ... will you touch me soon .... lifes passing by..