FUNKY PEN

We find, we ignore, we shout, we stun - love... Life always comes full circle, so wht's the fun? Metropolitan living and strings of ragged greetings, shanty games of promise and preenings... Dark party make up and fake nuances, life for living needs no responses, Penning this makes me feel ill, but it's not my will, grasshopper feelings emerge, rubble of emotions sweep my weepy hill, has Life had its fill ?--

Who am I to create, destroy, and forbid? Who am I to purpose and form? Who am I to refuse or accept? Who am I to reign and reject? When all the goals, committments, and ills will be over, Will I have fallen in the gutter of humanity - bearing diamonds, underneath rotten teeth? Who will I be when money is taken from my list of attractions? Who will I be when fame is wiped away? Who will I love truely when his form is gone? Which new monster will I obey? And which committees am I forming, when I myself am in total disarray?

Ure only as new as your lavender soaked tresses Youre only as fresh as your novel ideas Youre only as open as your "but" less brain Youre only as unique as your next poem You bard, you hunter, you fabulous scientist You wordswoth, you writer, you grave philiosophist Life is less ideal, when ideals demolish, but if that's not so then what is original about it ?

As i said in the c life, women hate each other, as they use the same weapon: men If you can be happy when ur colleaugues get praised, your'e either an angel or an a.... h..... If you can't handle technology, then your boss will handle you, If you have an excuse, then youv'e got your day made, And ure only as free, as your last mail, What to do in this C world?

im the new sms, im the unplucked rose, im the rush of adrenalin, im that drop of prose, im the bride of desire, im the unbridled fire, im the liberal oxygen, im the favourite season, im that love you never saw, far away when i raised the sos, the smoke which disappeared, leaving its burnt hut splinterless, im not the ship you ride in high tide, but im an equal balance if you believe in the divide.

kiskee jaan huun main, kiska jahan huun main Agar khud kee sagee nahee, toh kaisee insaan huun main Kadam nahee pehchaane sakee, tumhe kareeb se na jaan sakee Magar phir bhee ek anjane ehsssas ko dil se laagye tera aehsaan huun main

These days philosophy comes for free, its basically credit-less anyone and everyone wants to throw their life's wiseness at you, as if therey'e the makers of humankind And you suck it up like a desperate bee.... Never knowing once, what life really means, You spend your 23 years meditating on the sands of ganga, and await the discourse of the bell tolling monk in the north east, But ya, ask yourself do you clap as enthusiastically when some colleague is praised at a team meeting ? You like following feng shui and ensuring that the bedroom is to the right side of well... nowhere, But do you ensure that your house is in order by planning for every exigency ? Do you really really support others progress, as much as you do yours ? Or do you believe in the yin and yang of pulling others down as you are a looser underperformer yourself ? Well... hard facts you know, I can already sense your'e cringing Well, next time you take up the 108 beads, remember to cleanse your mind and th...

Which wings are meant to fly ? Which are meant to lay at rest ? Which nodes are meant to be explored ? Which of them are ready for test ? Which man can I rely on ? For the way ahead is not so smooth.... Desire is a highway, on which lanes change only too fast I cant depend on the next turn, to take me far When no one dare take the test of time Life will fall in the rhythm of rhyme Criss crossing and dangling away, no post will be near, Admit to change, carnage, admit to fear...living is a dare.

Im creating a new post and hoping youll read it Im thinking of something and hoping youll believe it Im looking for someone and hoping youll comply Im not gloomy, I dont beleive in good bye, Im thinking of which way is better to say it, Or Im debating if I should lay it, Lay it open to you to decide If youre thinking too, of me side by side Why cant we express that is common between us Why is our union still a fi Life is too short, to hide what you think Why dont I just ask us to give it a try ?

बीते लम्हों को कैसे लिखें, पल भर की खुशियों को कैसे लिखें, जो ख्याल, ख्यालों से भी डरते हैं , बताइए उन ख्यालों को कैसे लिखें, सब कुछ लिखना चाहते हैं, पर छुपाये है सदियों से, कुछ जटिल हैं, कुछ कुटिल हैं, अंधरे में बैठे है, कुछ हया है, कुछ हकीकत नही है, हलोगेन गुब्बारों की तरह इंतजार कर रहे हैं, ख्याल खुलना चाहते है, ब्रह्मण में अपनी जीवनी लिखना चाहते हैं, बंधे है कलम से,बंधे है जिस्म से, क्या करें इजाज़त के स्याही नही है......

Thought for the day- how to be positive when ur'e all sucked ! My shoes don't fit me; My grammar is all wrong. My shirt has horizontal stripes; My pen is leaking. My mails are poilitically incorrect. My impact is null - fi; My nails need a manicure. To hell with it - I still love myself !